趣味 仕樣所: That's it.

Therefore,

I thought things gonna be fine, even better,

but not really. 

I have love-deficiency, she has a phobia of relationship.

when reality comes, the adrenaline cause dopamine released,

brain won't function normal,

it feels good, damn good.

however, the post-situation-shocked continued.

she is afraid of good things,

I am afraid of we can't be better.

What's the point?

I can be your headphone,

I can be your radio,

I can be your trash can,

I can be your driver,

I can be your consultant,

I can be your accompany,

I can be your toy,

I can be your chess,

I can be your umbrella,

I can be your friend,

I can be your placebo,

I can be your coffee,

I can be your sidekick,

I can be your everything,

everything you want me to be,

but I can't be with you.

Cause you don't want me to.