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一個喜歡讀詩的朋友
她很喜歡最後一段
一個喜歡讀詩的朋友
介紹了這首詩
I almost lost my faith on you,
after last night,
I realized that it's me,
it's me who stop believing things,
be disappointed about the world, close to give up.
But not you,
you show the great great mind of the confused society,
and convince me strongly via music that we all should try our best no matter what.
It's not just a ritual,
you are my supplement, daily, hourly, mentally.
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20公里外 井然有序的路燈
一字排開
惆悵 無須刻意 就湧上了心頭
勾回了10年之前
長髮身影流轉
時光倒帶回 青澀的瀏海遮掩
不說如果
只剩下曾經
不允許發白
生鏽
往前邁進 的沿路 來不及拾回遺落的
界限跨過的碎石路
匍匐
說愁總在深夜
"People don't get what they deserve. They just get what they get, and there's nothing any of us can do about it."
--------HOUSE MD.
My shoulder is sour,
tonight is loud,
how can the music shout and getting wild?
The drum pass,
I am waiting,
next
the shadow vanished nowhere.
I will always
you until the end.
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出門在外記得照顧自己
小煩惱真的沒甚麼大不了
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There is still something or someone we weren't expected cares about us.
The End of the Affair
Don't understand
It's 4 o'clock in the morning
Where I am
I cannot talk to you right now
But I can
If it means you'll go away
Squeeze my hand
'Til it cuts off
The circulation in my arm
But I'll succumb once again
To your charm
If it means you'll go away
Wait, don't be the one to seal our fate
But as you're starting a debate
I'll leave you crying at the gate
I'll leave you lying in
A state of disrepair
Until the end of the affair
Don't want to chat
If you'll just give me back
The keys to my flat
It will simply take 2 seconds
And that will ensure I'll go away
Read my lips
The story's over
And you must get to grips
With our future now that
We've lost our scripts
We're not acting out your play
Wait, don't be the one to seal our fate
But as you're starting a debate
I'll leave you crying at the gate
I'll leave you lying in
A state of disrepair
Until the end of the affair
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Bye bye baby
Baby goodbye
Wait, don't be the one to seal our fate
But as you're starting a debate
I'll leave you crying at the gate
And I will leave up to you
One day you might find someone new
Someone who hasn't got a clue
Just what a nightmare you can be
Then you can run into the sunset
If you dare
Until the end of the affair
Still choose the same restaurant to have dinner, like a creature of habit. The reason I am not used to be a speaker is I am not used to give myself out, having trust issue of sharing my world, in the end, I forgot how to interact with others. Most of time I'd rather stay at my world to feel safe than stepping outside.
Insecure all the time.
There is a kraft board pasted on my wall, it was empty at first, I will try to add something, write few words, make a life goal or decorate several postcard I received, maybe stamps, too. Tonight, I had an urge to fill it, then I realize, that's me.
Hollow all the time.
