Still choose the same restaurant to have dinner, like a creature of habit. The reason I am not used to be a speaker is I am not used to give myself out, having trust issue of sharing my world, in the end, I forgot how to interact with others. Most of time I'd rather stay at my world to feel safe than stepping outside.
Insecure all the time.
There is a kraft board pasted on my wall, it was empty at first, I will try to add something, write few words, make a life goal or decorate several postcard I received, maybe stamps, too. Tonight, I had an urge to fill it, then I realize, that's me.
Hollow all the time.
