我也開始手癢了,昨天一直下雨,真的是....

那麼今天一整天呢?



凌晨四點醒來,抓著我的大屁股,
實在是癢到受不了,拜昨晚的伏特加所賜,
外加熱情提供關於喝酒很好睡的仙女的建議,由於昨天莫名地焦躁一整天,
情緒的低落可說是就算親眼看到金字塔或是終於有電視可以看海棉寶寶卡通都不會有好轉的跡象。

終至今日我歸結了原因,第一,我的美劇庫存即將見底,
話說當初我可是咬著牙捨棄掉十分之一行李箱的體積面積硬是把我的光碟包塞進必備的清單,
半年還不到我就已經玩完了,還有一年半我跟誰要?!
第二,sixfeet under怎麼可以那麼好看又陰暗!!!!!
搞得我心情跟著結局哭得死去活來,
還好我只有下載到第四季,第五季再撩落去我就真的撐不到開學,
直接上YOUTUBE看結局的最後9分鐘,幹!又被騙走眼淚,
弄得我心情實在是很不爽。
沒有第三。

上個禮拜喝Caipirinaha(就是巴西甘蔗酒加檸檬加糖加冰塊),
涉世未深的我被後勁打敗最後只好躺下來,
隔天起的酒疹也是抓到破皮只能洗冷水,
這次改換濃縮葡萄汁檸檬片開水搭配伏特加,
老天爺我只是想要好睡一點昏昏沉沉地進入夢鄉隔早醒來又是一條好漢,
巴拉圭酒那麼便宜你就不能成全我嗎?(GOD:對不起,我無法。)

好吧。只能怪我媽為什麼把我生成這樣?!!
結局就是我四點起來開了電腦也不敢開門出去,
外面的荒野都還在原始的呼喚,關於芬多精這種東西我一直都無福消受,
下個步驟我就開了電腦看著小鳥茵的網誌一個人躲在casa裡面長嘯~~
直到六點開始有魚肚白的天空,我開始考慮要沖澡還是回床上躺著?
只能選一個,這樣的心情就像是張愛玲說的紅玫瑰跟白玫瑰最後變成蚊子血跟飯粒一樣的矛盾。

了解我的就知道,我後來還是回去睡了,
帶著抓破皮的屁股跟異常清醒的腦袋開始催眠自己,
快快睡~~寶寶睡~~等到我再度清醒已經是下午一點的事了。



美好的一天在我突如其來的手工藝桌上盒收拾廚房及清冰箱
還有每天的例行的小志工下廚去這些拉里拉雜的事情中告一段落。

今天仙女很有義氣地關心了我一下,結論是:我是個案,
關於喝酒幫入入眠這樣的建議不適用在我身上,
說是這樣說 可我家裡有一打的啤酒一罐伏特加一罐甘蔗酒,
說要煮菜用的會有人相信嗎?

後來我們就在討論各自的開學進度還有生活瑣事,
小志工的生活就是把每件事放大再放大變得很有趣然後發現時間過完了。

所謂前因後果就是我的囉嗦。
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我想起了高中的英文教材。
也順便期待這位黑旋風的新美國總統到底能不能履行他所說出的一切。
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中英文版對照:
Text of President Barack Obama's inaugural address

OBAMA: My fellow citizens:
各位同胞們

I stand here today humbled by the task before us,
grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors.
I thank President Bush for his service to our nation,
as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.
今天我站在這裡,
為眼前的重責大任感到謙卑,
對各位的信任心懷感激,對先賢的犧牲銘記在心。
我要謝謝布希總統為這個國家的服務,
也感謝他在政權轉移期間的寬厚和配合。

Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath.
The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace.
Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms.
At these moments,
America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office,
but because we the people have remained faithful to the ideals of our forebears,
and true to our founding documents.
四十四位美國人發表過總統就職誓言,
這些誓詞或是在繁榮富強及和平寧靜之際發表,或是在烏雲密布,時局動盪之時。
在艱困的時候,美國能箕裘相繼,
不僅因為居高位者有能力或願景,
也因為人民持續對先人的抱負有信心,也忠於創建我國的法統。

So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.
因此,美國才能承繼下來。因此,這一代美國人必須承繼下去。

That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood.
Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred.
Our economy is badly weakened,
a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some,
but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age.
Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered.
Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many;
and each day brings further evidence that
the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.
現在大家都知道我們正置身危機核心,我國正處於對抗深遠暴力和憎恨的戰爭。
我們的經濟元氣大傷,是某些人貪婪且不負責任的後果,
也是大眾未能做出艱難的選擇,為國家進入新時代做準備所致。
許多人失去房子,丟了工作,生意垮了。
我們的醫療照護太昂貴,學校教育辜負了許多人。
每天都有更多證據顯示,我們利用能源的方式壯大我們的對敵,威脅我們的星球。

These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics.
Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land —
a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable,
and that the next generation must lower its sights.
這些都是得自資料和統計數據的危機指標。
比較無法測量但同樣深沉的,
是舉國信心盡失─持續擔心美國將無可避免地衰退,
也害怕下一代一定會眼界變低。

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real.
They are serious and they are many.
They will not be met easily or in a short span of time.
But know this, America — they will be met.
今天我要告訴各位,
我們面臨的挑戰是真的,挑戰非常嚴重,且不在少數。
它們不是可以輕易,或在短時間內解決。但是,美國要了解,這些挑戰會被解決。

On this day,
we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.
在這一天,我們聚在一起,因為我們選擇希望而非恐懼,有意義的團結而非紛爭和不合。

On this day,
we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises,
the recriminations and worn out dogmas,
that for far too long have strangled our politics.
在這一天,
我們來此宣示,那些無用的抱怨和虛偽的承諾已終結,
那些扭曲我們政治已久的相互指控和陳舊教條已終結。

We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture,
the time has come to set aside childish things.
The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit;
to choose our better history;
to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea,
passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal,
all are free and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.
我們仍是個年輕的國家,但借用聖經的話,
擺脫幼稚事物的時刻到來了,重申我們堅忍精神的時刻到來了,
選擇我們更好的歷史,實踐那種代代傳承的珍貴權利,那種高貴的理念:
就是上帝的應許,我們每個人都是平等的,
每個人都是自由的,每個人都應該有機會追求全然的幸福。

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation,
we understand that greatness is never a given.
It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of shortcuts or settling for less.
It has not been the path for the faint-hearted — for those who prefer leisure over work,
or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame.
Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, he makers of things —
some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor,
who have carried us up the long, rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.
再次肯定我們國家的偉大,我們了解偉大絕非賜予而來,必須努力達成。
我們的旅程從來就不是抄捷徑或很容易就滿足。
這條路一直都不是給不勇敢的人走的,那些偏好逸樂勝過工作,或者只想追求名利就滿足的人。恰恰相反,走這條路的始終是勇於冒險的人,做事的人,成事的人,
其中有些人很出名,但更常見的是在各自崗位上的男男女女無名英雄,
在這條漫長崎嶇的道路上支撐我們,邁向繁榮與自由。

For us,
they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.
為了我們,他們攜帶很少的家當,遠渡重洋,追尋新生活。

For us,
they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West;
endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.
為了我們,他們胼手胝足,在西部安頓下來;忍受風吹雨打,篳路襤褸。

For us,
they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sanh.
為了我們,他們奮鬥不懈,在康科特和蓋茨堡,諾曼地和溪山等地葬身。

Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked
till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life.
They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions;
greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.
前人不斷的奮鬥與犧牲,直到雙手皮開肉綻,我們才能享有比較好的生活。
他們將美國視為大於所有個人企圖心總和的整體,超越出身、財富或小圈圈的差異。

This is the journey we continue today.
We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth.
Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began.
Our minds are no less inventive,
our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year.
Our capacity remains undiminished.
But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant
decisions — that time has surely passed.
Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off,
and begin again the work of remaking America.
這是我們今天繼續前進的旅程。我們仍舊是全球最繁榮強盛的國家。
這場危機爆發時,我們的勞工生產力並未減弱。我們的心智一樣創新,
我們的產品和勞務和上周或上個月或去年相比,一樣是必需品。
我們的能力並未減損。但是我們墨守成規、維護狹小利益、推遲引人不悅的決定,
這段時期肯定已經過去。從今天起,我們必須重新出發、再次展開再造美國的工程。

For everywhere we look, there is work to be done.
The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift,
and we will act — not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth.
我們無論朝何處望去,都有工作必須完成。
經濟情勢需要大膽、迅速的行動,我們將有所行動,
不光是創造新工作,更要奠定成長的新基礎。

We will build the roads and bridges,
the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together.
We will restore science to its rightful place,
and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost.
We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories.
And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the
demands of a new age. All this we can do. All this we will do.
我們將造橋鋪路,為企業興建電力網格與數位線路,將我們聯繫在一起。
我們將讓科學回歸合適的用途,運用科技的奇蹟來提高醫療品質並降低費用。
我們將利用太陽能、風力和土壤作為汽車的燃料和工廠的能源。
我們將讓中小學及大專院校轉型,因應新時代的需要。
這些我們可以作到。我們也將會作到。

Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions —
who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans.
Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done;
what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose,
and necessity to courage.
現在,有人質疑我們的企圖心規模,暗示說我們的體系無法承受太多的大計畫。
這些人的記性不好。因為他們忘記了這個國家已經完成的成就,
當創造力朝同一個目標發展,不受約束的男男女女可以完成何等成就,必要的是勇氣。

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them —
that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply.
The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small,
but whether it works — whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage,
care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified.
懷疑者無法理解的是他們的主張已經站不住腳,
長期以來折磨我們的陳腐政治爭議已經行不通。
我們今天的問題不是政府太大或太小,而是有無功效,
是否能幫助家庭找到薪水不錯的工作,支付得起照顧費用,有尊嚴的退休。

Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward.
Where the answer is no, programs will end.
Those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account —
to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day —
because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.
哪個方向能夠提供肯定的答案,我們就往那裡走。
答案是否定的地方,計畫就會停止。
所有我們這些管理大眾金錢的人都將負起責任,
花錢要精明,改掉惡習,正大光明作事情,只有這樣我們才能重建政府與人民間最重要的信任。

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill.
Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched,
but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye,
the market can spin out of control —
and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous.
我們眼前的問題也不是說市場的力量是善或惡。
市場創造財富和增加自由的力量無與倫比,但是這場危機提醒我們沒有監督時,
市場發展將失控,當市場只偏愛有錢人時,國家無法永續繁榮。

The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our gross
domestic product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend
opportunity to every willing heart — not out of charity,
but because it is the surest route to our common good.
我們經濟成功的依據,不只是國內生產毛額的規模,
還有繁榮可及的範圍,以及我們將機會拓展給每個願意打拚的人,
不是因為施捨,而是因為這就是達到我們共同利益最穩健的途徑。

As for our common defense,
we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals.
Our founding fathers ... our found fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine,
drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man,
a charter expanded by the blood of generations.
Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake.
至於我們的共同防衛,我們認為必須在我們的自由和理想之間作一抉擇是不確實的,
我們拒絕接受。我們建國諸父在我們難以想像的危難之中。
擬具了確保法治和人權的憲章,被一代代以鮮血擴大充實的憲章。
這些理想依然照亮這個世界,我們不會為了便宜行事而揚棄它。

And so to all the other peoples and governments who are watching today,
from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born:
know that America is a friend of each nation and every man,
woman, and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity,
and that we are ready to lead once more.
同樣地,今日在觀看此情此景的其他民族和政府,
從最宏偉的都城到家父出生的小村莊,我要說:
任何一個國家、男、女、和孩童,只要你在追求一個和平且有尊嚴的未來,
美國就是你的朋友,我們準備再次帶領大家。

Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just
with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions.
They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle
us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use;
our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example,
the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.
回想先前的世代力抗法西斯主義和共產主義,靠的除了飛彈和戰車之外,
還有強固的聯盟和持久的信念。他們知道單單力量本身不足以讓我們自保,
也不能讓我們為所欲為。相反地,他們知道我們的力量因為謹慎使用而增強,
我們的安全源自我們理想的正當性,我們所樹立楷模的力量,
以及謙遜和克制所具有的調和特質。

We are the keepers of this legacy.
Guided by these principles once more,
we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort —
even greater cooperation and understanding between nations.
We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people,
and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan.
With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat,
and roll back the specter of a warming planet.
We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense,
and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents,
we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken;
you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.
我們是這些遺產的保存者。在這些原則的再次指引下,
我們可以面對那些新的威脅,這些威脅有賴國與國間更大的合作與諒解方能因應。
我們將開始以負責任的方式把伊拉克還給它的人民,並在阿富汗建立贏來不易的和平。
我們會努力不懈地與老朋友和昔日的對手合作,以減輕核子威脅,和地球的暖化。
我們不會為我們的生活方式而道歉,也會毫不動搖地保護它,
對那些想要藉由帶來恐怖與殺害無辜以遂其目的者,我們現在告訴你,
我們的精神強過你們,無法摧折,你們不可能比我們長久,我們必定打敗你們。

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness.
We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus — and non-believers.
We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth;
and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation,
and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united,
we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass;
that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller,
our common humanity shall reveal itself;
and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.
因為我們知道,我們拼湊組合而成的遺產是我們的強處,而非弱點。
我們是由基督徒和穆斯林,猶太教徒和印度教徒,以及非信徒組成的國家。
我們由取自世界四面八方的各種語文和文化所形塑。
而且由於我們曾嘗過內戰和種族隔離的苦果,
並且在走出那黑暗時期之後變得更堅強和團結,
這讓我們不得不相信舊日的仇恨終究會過去,部族之間的界線很快就會泯滅。
隨著世界越來越小,我們共通的人性也會彰顯,而美國必須扮演引進新和平時代的角色。

To the Muslim world,
we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect.
對穆斯林世界,我們尋求一種新的前進方式,以共同的利益和尊重為基礎。

To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict,
or blame their society's ills on the West —
know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy.
To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent,
know that you are on the wrong side of history;
but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.
那些想播植衝突並把自己社會的問題怪罪於西方的領袖,
須知你的國民藉以判斷你的,是你能建立什麼,而非你能毀壞什麼。
那些靠著貪腐欺騙和箝制異己保住權勢的人,須知你們站在歷史錯誤的一邊,
而只要你願意鬆手,我們就會幫忙。

To the people of poor nations,
we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow;
to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds.
And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty,
we say we can no longer afford indifference to the suffering outside our borders;
nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect.
For the world has changed, and we must change with it.
那些窮國的人民,我們保證會和你們合作,讓你們的農場豐收,
讓清流湧入,滋補餓壞的身體,餵養饑餓的心靈。
而對那些和我們一樣比較富裕的國家,我要說,
我們不能再對國界以外的苦痛視而不見,也不能再消耗世上的資源而不計後果。
因為世界已經變了,我們也要跟著改變。

As we consider the road that unfolds before us,
we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who,
at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains.
They have something to tell us,
just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages.
We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty,
but because they embody the spirit of service;
a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves.
And yet, at this moment — a moment that will define a generation —
it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.
在我們思索眼前道路的此際,我們以謙虛感激的心想到,
有些勇敢的美國同胞正在遙遠的沙漠和山嶺上巡邏。
今天他們有話要對我們說,就和躺在阿靈頓(公墓)的英雄們世世代代輕聲訴說的一樣。
我們尊榮他們,不只因為他們捍衛我們的自由,更因為他們代表著服務的精神;
願意在比自己更大的事物上找尋意義。而在此刻,能夠界定一個世代的此刻,
必須常駐你我心中的,正是這種精神。

For as much as government can do and must do,
it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies.
It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break,
the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours
than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours.
It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke,
but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.
即使政府能做和必須做,這個國家最終仍得靠美國人民的信念與決心。
在堤防決堤時,是人們的善心,讓他們招待陌生人。是工作人員的無私,
讓他們寧可減工時,也不願看到朋友失業,陪伴我們度過最黑暗時期。
是消防員的勇氣,讓他們沖進滿是濃煙的樓梯間。
是父母心甘情願培育孩子,最終決定我們的命運。

Our challenges may be new.
The instruments with which we meet them may be new.
But those values upon which our success depends — hard work and honesty,
courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism — these things are old.
These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history.
What is demanded then is a return to these truths.
What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility — a recognition,
on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation,
and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly,
firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit,
so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.
我們的挑戰也許是新的,我們迎接挑戰的工具也許是新的,
但我們賴以成功的價值觀─辛勤工作和誠實、勇氣和公平競爭、
容忍和好奇心、忠實和愛國心─這些都是固有的。
這些價值是真實的,是我們歷史上進步的沉默力量。
我們有必要找回這些真實價值。我們現在需要一個勇於負責的新時代,
每一個美國人都體認到我們對自己、對國家、對世界負有責任,
我們不是不情願地接受這些責任,而是欣然接受,
堅信沒有什麼比全力以赴完成艱難的工作,更能得到精神上的滿足,更能找到自我。

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.
這是公民的代價和承諾。

This is the source of our confidence —
the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.
這是我們信心的來源,體認上帝召喚我們創造不確定的命運。

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed
— why men and women and children of every race and every faith can
join in celebration across this magnificent Mall,
and why a man whose father less than sixty years ago
might not have been served at a local restaurant
can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.
這是我們的自由和信條的真諦,
為什麼不同種族和信仰的男女老幼能在這個大草坪上共同慶祝,
為什麼一個人的父親在不到六十年前也許還不能進當地的餐廳用餐,
現在卻能站在你們面前做最神聖的宣誓。

So let us mark this day with remembrance,
of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth,
in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires
on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing.
The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution
was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:
讓我們記住這一天,記住我們是誰、我們走了多遠。在美國誕生這一年,
在最寒冷的幾個月,在結冰的河岸,一群愛國人士抱著垂死的同志。
首都棄守,敵人進逼,雪沾了血。在那時,我們革命的成果受到質疑,
我們的國父下令向人民宣讀這段話:

"Let it be told to the future world ... that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive...that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet (it)."
“讓這段話流傳後世,在深冬,只剩下希望和美德,這個城市和這個國家,面臨共同危險,站起來迎向它。”

America, in the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship,
let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue,
let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come.
Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end,
that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us,
we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.
美國,面對我們共同的危險,在這個艱困的冬天,讓我們記得這些永恆的話語。
懷著希望和美德,讓我們再度衝破結冰的逆流,度過接下來可能來臨的暴風雪。
讓我們孩子的孩子繼續流傳下去,說我們受到考驗時,
我們拒絕讓旅程結束,我們不回頭,也不躊躇;眼睛注視著遠方,
上帝的恩典降臨我們,我們帶著自由這個偉大的禮物,安全送達未來的世世代代。

Thank you. God bless you. And God bless the United States of America.


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參考資料:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kisswatch/11922852
http://bbs.cyol.com/viewthread.php?tid=153384
http://www.google.com.tw/dictionary?hl=zh-TW
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好吧~~我承認。
我偷懶很久了。

新的一年,
對我來說變化並不大,
沒有解決的事情依舊懸在那兒。
惰性依舊,西文沒有進步,沒有變得比較瘦,也沒有跟自己好好地對話。

真要說2008跟2009的差別,
大概就是家裡多了4張椅子,
一張我真的很喜歡的床(這真的要好好感謝一下),
和越來越常當機的筆電,
幾個新朋友還有精進許多的懶人廚藝,以及看個精光的電影和影集,
喔!對了,還有我把頭髮留長了。

2008年當我確定要離開台灣一陣子,
我以為這是個轉捩點;
事實是,已經2009了,
我覺得我還是之前的我,這樣好嗎?壞嗎?


要說我一路走來始終如一嗎?
可我是為了改變些什麼才來到這個地方,
有個朋友被改變得像神經病一樣,
天天想著同樣一件事從2008年尾想到2009,都快望穿秋水了,還是只能癡癡地等。
還有個朋友只能待在雅房的世界,
雖然外面環境不錯,有超市公車也方便偶不偶還可以吃個冰淇淋,
可其實她跟蘇菲差不多,雖然不是閣樓,
但就只有那幾坪的大小可以讓她不穿內衣坐在電腦前跟各地朋友通話,
可以蓬頭垢面或是衣裝不整,
就只有那幾坪的空間。
還有另一個朋友雖然生活很好工作好像也挺順心的,
可其實停滯不前,
每天每天把自己的青春放在南半球的一小處,
睜一隻眼閉一隻眼地隨它而去,
回到住所之後默哀著逝去的歲月,
再開始質疑這類似錯誤的決定從頭到尾。

所以說,那我改變了什麼??

我的主管曾跟我說:
開學後就會改變了,開學後有了課程,
得上課備課得工作就會改善;無能為力以及無所事事的心情改善了,

可我改變了什麼?


我是說本質上的,substantial
我還沒偉大到要去改變這個國家什麼,
雖然很多人都說它無可救藥包括我在內,
可當我獲得當地人熱情的協助時,
心裡又會OS:
這國家真是自然又單純地可愛。


嘖嘖!!所謂judgement這種東西真是見仁見智看天氣看心情看女孩的盲目。

所以說,我的2008跨越2009感言??

下次好了,等我改變什麼的時候,又或者是什麼改變了我。

感言這種東西實在是不能說發就發又不像Tom Cruz跳沙發一樣簡單。

要打從心底。
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是的 在巴拉圭牛肉真的很便宜
可是我不會分部位 也不曉得啥部位比較嫩
所以 第一次在超市補貨的成果是
雞腿肉 帶骨牛肉 雞胸肉 香腸





前幾天把雞腿肉跟隔了好幾夜的南瓜咖哩一起解決了
認真地說 真的非常美味又好吃
雖然賣相很差 可是咖哩塊跟咖哩粉的雙重作用的的不容小覷
濃郁地口齒留香 (可這個月的咖哩之路也告一段落了)






接著只好對雞胸肉下手
本人非常不喜雞胸肉 因為乾乾澀澀難料理
所以一定要醃漬阿~~
這就需要時間的考驗了 幸好在這邊什麼都沒有 時間倒是很多


適逢我之前採購的豆腐乳因為舟車勞頓的關係
豆腐乳先生說: 對不起我撐不下去了。告辭
接著 豆腐泥小姐出場了
那就來做豆乳雞吧~~


冰箱打開雖然心矌神怡的
可我也只剩下南瓜胡蘿蔔跟馬鈴薯
那就南瓜吧。加上韓國年糕
全部炒在一起 沒有人會有意見

所以 菜名就是

"臨時起意匆匆忙忙南瓜豆乳雞炒年糕"




對!
一定要那麼落落長的菜名才能表現出我昨天菇菇摩摩的東挑西選思量許久
不過 真的挺下飯的。

(盤子花色一樣是因為我只有一個盤子,不要多嘴)


昨天
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來介紹一下這兩年我要住的地方

在當地的農校教書的好處是
離上班地點非常近
絕對不怕睡過頭。

因為 我就住在學校裡面。


學校夠大 這邊也不走高樓大廈擁擠路線
教職員可以擁有自己的一間平房
說是擁有 有些教職員也會大家感情很好房子很大就直接住在一起了
教職員多是夫妻檔
通常先生是某某某老師 那麼太太搞不好就是隔壁辦公室的同事
簡言之就是大家都雙雙對對的 少有單身的

因為我的身分特殊 剛好又有間荒廢了一陣子的小平房
學校也順理成章地把那間屋子派給了我
看起來似乎不差 在台灣要有配給住宿的工作根本是作夢 更不用說給一棟房子
可是 說是房子 也真的就只有房子而已
傢俱阿~廚具阿~~都要自己想辦法
恩恩~~一開始還真的花了不少精神
幸好 幸好 還有一張床。

等待房子粉刷的期間我是先借住在另一位教職員的家中
雖說是她的家 基本上她幾乎不會留宿在那裏
對我來說 就跟住民宿差不多。

到駐地兩個多月後才正式進駐我自己的小屋
房子挺不錯的
有兩間房間 一個浴室
客廳活動房跟廚房是連在一起的
外面有自己的花園跟草地還有前人種下的樹

這樣的房子 我一個人住!!哈!!

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說到一個人住 果然還是一個人住比較自由。
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http://olac.myweb.hinet.net/topten.htm
《拉丁美洲十大觀光景點》
Galapagos─Ecuador(加拉巴哥斯群島)
Lago Titicaca─Bolivia(的的喀喀湖)
Foz do Iquacu─Brasil(Cataratas Iguazu;Falls Iguacu伊瓜蘇瀑布)
Isla de Pascua─Chile(Easter Island復活節島)
Tikal─Guatemala(瑪雅文明之蒂卡爾遺跡)
Machu Picchu─Peru(印加文明之馬丘比丘遺跡)
Nazca Lines─Peru(納斯卡之謎)
Young Island─Saint Vincent & Grenadines(青年島)
Teotihuacan Pyramid─Mexico(特奧地瓦甘金字塔)
Festival do Rio BR─Brasil(巴西嘉年華會)

**轉錄自PTT

存錢吧....
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還記得出國前大哥問我還有沒有缺什麼要帶要買的 趕快補齊

and I say
"我有筆電了。"

有筆電代表什麼意思呢?
有筆電代表

1 有網路
2 有影片
3 有音樂
4 有遊戲
5 有圖片
6 有文章


在台灣每天24小時一定要摸的網路被帶走之後
一心一意依賴著之前帶來的龐大美劇資料庫
一遍兩遍三變我把我最喜歡的影集一而再再而三的複習外加專心學英文
可是天天生活開口閉口吃飯說話喝水走路都是HOLA,HOLA Q TAL?
我心想 這樣下去真的不可以
所以翻出音樂庫裡面那些聽了一千一百萬遍都還是只聽旋律不聽歌詞的西文歌
我阿。假裝自己可以

網路才來了兩天


把我逃亡海外的肇事禍因處理掉(乾淨俐落)
所有DELAY的信一一回覆
update所有親朋好友的生活近況跟台灣的大小事
重灌電腦
打電話回家
聽了我思念許久的網路廣播
整理資料跟圖片
打網誌
查食譜
找到家裡上網訊號最好的SPOT

well well
since internet, my life is complete.
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屁股隱隱作痛。連坐著都嫌痛苦

好不容易今天帶著新的腳踏車去充氣
當我走在路上就會暗幹自己當初也太客氣
明明就要走上20分鐘才能走到加油站充氣
就是太死要面子不敢開口跟載車的某某某大叔說
"拜託你等等中途停一下 幫我順便充個氣再載回去"

[一開始就沒退路 怎麼有出口 如果不能說後悔 還能說什麼]
下次我要試著臉皮厚一點 不能再這樣了。
真是上了年紀阿~
不知道有幾百年沒騎過腳踏車了
光是上坐墊就有難度
而且
而且
而且


""巴拉圭的座墊也太不人性化了!!""
越騎越吃力的不是我的手臂大腿小腿或是我臉上汗如雨下的水珠
越騎越吃力的是地上坑坑洞洞崎嶇不平的路段加上幾乎KILLING我的屁股的坐墊

呼呼呼~~
雖然這樣說 還是很開心
因為
終於在南美大地跟切格拉瓦一樣騎到車了
終於不用在隔著車窗玻璃看穿梭的景色
終於可以聞到公路上風吹過與臉相迎的各種複雜的味道

終於 終於阿~~

為了紀念我的下半身跟得來不易的腳踏車還有原本涼爽但是後來出太陽好熱的一天

Thx, for everything.
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之前回首都受到志工學姐的招待
那時候吃的 就是咖哩飯

在鄉下的第一個月
沒有網路沒有手機 西文又破
那時候對於當地食物的驚魂記才剛上演
好不容易盼到回首都
對於可以吃到熱騰騰的食物 是充滿幸福感的期待
直到現在我都還依稀記得那鹹甜濃郁香氣誘人的味道
誇下海口說 "一整個月都吃咖哩也沒有問題!!"

應該很難想像吧~現在。
之前沒有冰箱的時候從首都搬回的那箱韓國泡麵是我最好的朋友
事實是 自從下鄉後餐餐的韓國泡麵是我每天覺得最幸福的事情
真的,這是個嚴重適應不良的好例子。
朋友們,真的不必害怕 雖然我吃學校餐廳就會拉肚子
可這邊還是有好吃的當地菜。

好不容易
有冰箱了 可我最會煮最想吃的還是咖哩
一個人吃飯真的是個挑戰。
總是會剩下
所以 這個月就主打咖哩吧~~~
不停地用鍋底循環煮出香濃美味的咖哩
真想稱讚印度人。
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